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lazy saturday
nothing moves but time
my walk is slow but steady
my company’s inside
my head, my heart
my body moves thickly
my mind races but isn’t sure
it races fast and straight
like it thinks it knows where it is going
it’s not that bright
sugar candy and cotton clouds
who cares
people laughing and god looking down
it doesn’t matter
the dog walks smarter than me
the birds fly and they’re surely more free
my life’s a mystery to myself
what a prison!
my thoughts are still mixed up like
trash
i still throw them out and a man picks them up
to hide forever
one moment they’re here,
the next gone.
one moment i understand
the next..
well the next is yet to come.