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again i feel obligated to continue on with this even though it appears to have no purpose.

today was another day full of frustration. i set up my appointment for getting my wisdom teeth removed. this procedure should take three separate visits and should inconvenience me greatly. i also got glasses for the first time in my entire life today at (drum roll please) wal-mart. talk about a lack of congruity. i read a book about three months ago that gave the most detailed (and unglorified) account of the man, the legend, the demigod, sam walton. i learned a ton about how he uses the "buy american" propaganda while over 80% of his clothes are made outside of the us, how his corporation rates as one of the lowest in philanthropy. well, in any case, i guess the laws of economics dealt me a trump card: lowest price wins.

other than that, i don't think anyone will read this. it feels like i'm putting this out on the web for myself. i guess jason might read it, or maybe dad some day but other than that, i don't think anyone else will find this bit of my life.

right now i don't think i need to wear these glasses. right now i don't think i need to have my wisdom tooth removed. right now i don't think i need to organize my clothing. right now i don't think i need to go to vietnam. right now i'm sure i can't stay here.
i need a dharma bum to take me away to the zen moutians again.